Here is me again after so long. I think you knew that I am in a low mood today as I will only find you when feeling upset. I forgot since when I have stopped writing, and even stop blogging about myself. I shouldn’t be upset since I didn’t work hard enough at the beginning. It is useless to regret now. But I can’t help to feel so. There are so many things need to settle soon. I feel a little bit useless and frustrated. Being alone in the room sometimes made me feel lonely and left out, but sometimes I don’t like going out also. Is that normal or is just me?
I have talked to mummy, and I feel even guiltier. Perhaps I will feel better if she scolded me. But she didn’t. I don’t know about the others, but I love my family more after I left home to KL. They are always there for me no matter what happened. I am grateful in this way. Just I hate myself that I can’t do anything for them while they did everything for me.
I don’t have any philosophy or any wise words. I just want to advice everyone to cherish everything or everyone you have now. Don’t regret only when you lose it. Just like me.
One random photo when I was waiting for my favourite Mickey to turn to my side so that I can take a photo with it. Don’t life is like this too? You are always waiting for the right time to do the right thing. But what we don’t know is the perfect timing will not always occur. What we can do is keep trying instead of waiting for the so-called perfect timing.
Talking about Mickey,it reminded me of a close friend of mine. She used to call me Mickey. How sweet. Have not been seeing her for around 3 years plus, and last month bumped into her when I was having lunch with Monkey Yang. The moment I saw her I felt like OMG THATS MY SWEETHEART. But at the same time I feel so far from her. We have not been contacting for so many years. The only time we talked to each other is only during each others’ birthday. And that is not even a conversation. We stayed in different place, have different circle of friends and don’t have the effort to maintain the friendship. Maybe she has her reason, but somehow I still feel sad. We were once very close friends, but now we are like the other Hi-Bye friends.
I have a hamster now. Is a girl and I love her very much. She accompanied days and nights when I am alone at home. I love playing with her. Yuanyuan is good. She is getting fatter. Perhaps you want to see a photo of her. Don’t die of cuteness alright. Here you go.
Today is a short one. I am all fine. Don’t worry. :)
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.” ― Dr. Seuss